Resilience

Dear God,

I come to you as a human being humbled and weary at times. Since you know my story.. i dont have to go into details. I need your guidance and help with so many things. I am very happy to be alive with a strong supportive wife. Life has hit me so many curveballs that i am actually numb at times with emotion. The earthquake in Haiti really devastated me. .. I questioned you and still do more than ever.. Why would you cause such a disaster to people who have been through so much.. Please send me some answers.. I need them now in my life.. Protect and bless my family, wifes family, my brother especially… Please allow us to live long and fruitful lives… I believe in you strongly however at times the devil is at large and is trying to destabilize me and good people.. I dont even know if good people exist anymore who care not about materialism, self interests and greed… Where are the powerful angels that are needed to walk on earth.. I summon them tonight to walk and protect us, guide and bless us…. I will always be RESILIENT, because i Believe in YOU…. NMASTE