to my dearest Savior and friend,

Lord, i don’t get it. What’s wrong with me? I have lied to myself that my relationship with you is doing great, but now it’s becoming a reality that it is not. Now that I’m trying to search for You again, it seems like You’re too far away; like I’m unable to reach you.

But oh Lord, I have faith in You and Your promises. You said you will never leave me or forsake me & I will hold that promise in my heart as I continue to search you.

Lord, help me to fall in-love with you again.