What do I do?

Dear God,

I am scared and don’t know what to do. I have no job and just enough money for another months rent. I’ve had no luck getting an offer for work. My friend Phil is moving to California for a job and has offered to pay my way out there and help me find work. I’ve told my family I’m moving to California for a job but have not mentioned I’m going with him and do not have a job. I don’t feel good about the lie but I feel I have to say it for now. In one sense I feel the move will be good but in another the bad feelings I’m getting confuse me. Are they a warning it’s not a good idea or just guilt that I’m not being honet with my family. I am frozen in fear at the crossroad. Please help me come to the right decision. I love you. Thank you