World vs. Jesus

I don’t know when I lost my love for God-like when I was a kid. I miss our talks and having a strong faith. I love God, but I keep messing up. I’m unsure about my future plans, my life in general, or how I’ve allowed myself to stray so far away from God. I need to fix things, but I don’t know how. The world has me so weighed down and tore between what I know is right and whats the “in thing” to do. I’m just a high school kid….I’m tired of hating myself, my weight, my performance as an athlete, I hate always being angry. Jesus, take me over, please? Lord, Jesus, brothers and sisters in Christ…Any advice?