Dear Lord,

I know I haven’t been the best person ever. I apologize for always putting off a prayer & putting you second. Please forgive me. 

Please help make my life good again. I know that “in order to experience love you have to experience pain,” but I’ve had too much pain. When does the love happen? Lord, please. I need you to make things better for me. Things have been going so rough & I don’t know what to do anymore. Please help me make better choices & become a better person. 

I feel like I’m empty. I know I have lots to look forward to & lots of things going for me, but how can be happy with those things when the basics aren’t satisfying? Parents? They’ve been way too harsh lately, & I haven’t done anything wrong. Friends? I’ve learned what’s the difference between a healthy & unhealthy relationship, but I hate having to see friends just come & go. Myself? I’m not the best person around, but I try to make things worth it. I just want things to get better. 

Love your daughter,
ABKG