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A Small Request to You

Dear God,

Thank you for all that you do for me. You have been everlastingly kind to me and my family. I was wondering if I could please ask for something for myself. I know that it is a big request, but I hope that you will not mind my request, if it is in the plan that you have for me. I have been alone now for 10+ years. I haven’t even been with anybody. People I thought would stand by me have thrown me away like yesterday’s garbage. I have, however, learned something from being alone. I learnt how terrible I was as a girlfriend and how little my self-worth was. I was desperate and cheap and really really mean. I mistreated that first good man that you sent me, and then I proceeded to cheapen myself in front of others, who had no respect for me. Now I believe I have come full circle. I know how wrong I was, and I ask that you give me another chance with him. In your infinite wisdom, please make him contact me again now that he is divorced. Perhaps he will think of me again. I hope that I will at least have the chance to tell him that I am sorry for all that I did to him, and how I mistreated him.

Thank you, Dear God, and I love you so much, God!