Fate?

I met an incredible man in Austin Texas. We spent a few days together over the last month and really enjoyed each other. Now he’s been deployed to Afghanistan. We knew it was coming so I think we both tried to not get attached but that didn’t work so well for me. He’s gone for a year and is very limited as far as communication. And of course now I wish I had asked all those questions I didn’t have the guts to. Like will you call me? Do you want to see me in a year? can I write you?

I have no way of contacting him if I could. God I really really liked this one is there any chance you can help me out. My heart hasn’t hurt like this in a long time. I’m confused. I had my walls up and my tough girl act going how did this man get through that. will he even remember me in a year? will I hear anything from him? God I can wait a year no problem just let me know do I wait or get on with my life? Did he feel the same as me? surely it wasn’t one sided! It def didn’t seem to be. he looked as hurt as me when we last parted ways. Help me out god I know this is retarded compared to the troubles the rest of the world has but if you can ease this ache in my heart I would really appreciate it. Bring him home safe and if you can…to me. Thanks