please help me God

Dear God, I know I am not a good girl and I know I done thing that I shouldn’t have done. I do want to change my life around and do things that I want to do but my financial won’t let me do that. So my dear God, please let me win the money online game and let my mom heal from her sickness. Let the old man get to win at court so that he can stay at a better senior home. Please let my mom realize that this is my life and let me enjoy and do what I want. Thank you God