Prayer for healing and suitable and loving husband

Lord,

Im so heartbroken and disappointed. Me and my ex just broke up and i genuinely thought he was the one form. i never found anyone that seemed to fit me in a unique wa. Now im sad because i dont know if youll ever bring me someone custom-made just for me and love me the right way and who is godly. All i can pray is for you to change my ex and bring him back. im broken and hope that your will is not for me to be single. i want a family and a peaceful household and good loving husband. but im so disheartened after this last relationship that i dont even know if i could expect or believe for anything better. Please be merciful and bless me with ahousehold of my own that is ful of peace and love and commtiment and kindness. Please heal my heart over my ex leaving and help me to stop praying for us to be reunited if its not your best for me. Please dont let me be sorrowful and lonely. Please give me what i probably dont deserve and could never find on my own or earn. Even though all of my motives arent toatally right and m heart may not totally be int he right place. Please mercifully bless me anyways. Please allow me to be finally happy in this life-as I have known great sorrow in my past and in my life. Please grant me this happiness Lord and take away all my pain. The gift of married love for a lifetime that is good and wont bring me sorrow-but peace and happiness. Thank You