Prayer From a Broken Heart

Dear God,

I’m in so much pain. I know that my pain may be just nothing to some but God you know more than anyone else that I’m deeply in pain. God, please give me strength to carry on. God I love him so much. If this is a test please end it now. It has been 3 years since he waled out of my life but why am I the only one who is hurting? I am not asking for him to hurt as well. Please take away this pain. I love him so much and if there is a way for me to have him back then I would do anything to have him beside me again. But if you have different plans for me then even if it hurts Si will follow. But God I beg you please give me the strength to endure. Because my chest is bursting in pain. Lord please hear your servant.