spokenheart:

Dear God,

So, it’s been almost a year already. Well, to be exact, 356 days ago, I looked at you straight in the eye for the first time. The year went by real fast, huh? It was a really happy year thanks to you. Though a couple of “technicalities”, or more like those blessings I do not feel too good about sometimes appeared, it was a wonderful year. You kept me from depression, you know that already though, right?

By the by, say hello to my Tita Elsa for me, if you would, please? Tell her that I miss her and I am definitely going to see her one day. Also, my grandfather, please tell him that I will be glad to meet him for once I get there. Please. Thank you, so very much, Lord.

I am not going to go backspace anymore. This is a conversation, or, rather a letter from me to You. I am going to put down exactly what I am thinking. The song I am listening to right now is really nice. Thanks for giving that person the gift of singing. But, more importantly, I hope you are well. I am doing well. Because of you.

My family… thank you for them. They have helped me throughout the hardest times  through you, Father.

Did you know I was going to fall into your arms that day? No, of course you knew it. I did not know it, though. I started crying, I know. It was the happiest moment of my life. God, you make me happy. Thank you. I know, I have said that many times, and there is not enough thank you’s in the world to express the gratitude from me to You about everything, I know.

I want to ask you some questions. Rather small ones. You do not have to answer, it just feels good for some reason.

Why, oh why, do I have such a thirst for the place in which I know I cannot go to now?

Why, oh why, are my parents so hardheaded?

I am sorry. I have been trying, and You know that, Lord.

I feel like writing to You for forever. I like it. Even if I spout out a bunch of jibber jabber, I still want to write. Thank you for letting me go to Family Retreat, by the way. I am real excited.

So, the day was nice. School was okay. What about You?

:).

Anyway, I just want to thank you, for making a little insignifacnt person like me, significant for once. I keep saying thank you. I wish I could say somehthing a little more meaningful.

God, let me follow you, like I am. To grow with You every day is a blessing, and I will never let go over it. I want to spread the Word, every single second of my life, so I do not waste it on stupid material things. Lord, take me in Your arms, once again, I am a sinner and I am aware of that. Throughout this life, even if everything materialized is gone, I will still follow you. You, You, are aware of that, correct? I love you.

Love,

Kimmy

P.S. You should try Lemon Heads sometime. They taste good.