Wasted youth.

Dear god,

It’s been 2 years since my graduating class walked.. High school of course. You know all this to well so you know where my mind is at. Yes, two years and my mind is still back there, everyone is getting their lives started and I’m stuck at home backtracked. I don’t even know if you’re real.. But I guess thanks for the lesson I’m still wrapping my head around, I try and see my failures as speed bumps. I try so hard to help everyone in my life while still trying to stay sane and progress with my life but I’m stuck and the weight is getting heavier. I’m losing feeling and I need to move. I pray for wisdom. I pray for guidance. I pray for truth.